I'm sure you and your partner will pull through ok, zlmark, and you both feel better for it in the long run, to say nothing of the extra money you'll save after you've stop buying the pills.
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I hear what your saying, ross.
Since being on my extended forced holiday from work, things are really starting to look scary, money-wise. The money stress keeps mounting up and having a puff makes be calm down for while, but ultimately, it comes back.
I bought my last packet of smokes yesterday, then I have to go cold turkey, no choice in the matter, no money = no smokes. I'm barely scratching to make headway with my normal monthly expenses. My food will start to run out in a week, then I'll be in full-on poverty mode, scrounge up a 20kg bag of spuds and snare some wild rabbits for dinner (good thing they don't have RCV or Mixy here). I've got one bottle of muscat left, then no grog to calm the nerves either.
I can't get on the rock and roll (dole), due to my partner working, the "Dept of Social Security" reckons she is supposed to support me financially, we're not married, but they reckon it's up to her to support me financially, not them (we have always had separate finances and split the difference with power, etc), and due to the end of fiscal year ending, no one is hiring, let alone interested in a over forty year old, so the only option I have eat potatoes and rabbits, give up the smokes and ride it through until things get better after the new fiscal year starts, which is only a week away.
I'm selling the occasional thing on eBay to make ends meet, but it's only barely enough. I've got five loan repayments on the ZL1K in reserve, which I'll start to use this week, and if I don't get work in the next five weeks, she'll probably be repossessed by the finance company. Hopefully, I can sell the car or the farm ute or something substantial in the interim, but it's always dodgy this time of year.
I tell ya, it's a bloody good thing I don't own a gun...
I suppose there's one consolation, if I stay quit, the chest and arm pains will slowly go away and I'll be able to work even harder without it knocking me for a six. My partner (who doesn't smoke, but's a reformed smoker of 15 years) will be able to stand kissing me again, too, haha!!!
Mick.